Makeover

We want to make a change

We want to make our presence felt

But

We will not give in, 

We will not bend or fold

Unless the change is from within

Any change we make anywhere else is just a makeover

part of a positive plan - the next 15 years

Am not an extremely pessimistic person, nor am i overtly optimistic - guarded is what i am....

i guess it shows in the slow, hesitant steps i take in most of the things i do except a few like - over the top diet plans, over the top shopping sprees - and feeling guilty and sad after that.

but to be a small part of an effort that has crossed a milestone - successful completion of 5 years in business - is certainly an occasion to throw away all "isms" and say Cheers ... well done RaSi

Clarity is the key

we all need just a small tiny moment of enlightenment to sort out a confused muddled mind.

for me it came after a conversation with anish - i was advising him (as usual) how to prepare for his board exams and asked him to make sure that he never omitted any chapter - after all most sections had the (choose 5/7 or 8/10) option - and bang -- i realised that's what i had been doing

i was reading the first few chapters, skipped a few in between and was already at the last chapter

and here i was with no choices but to answer the chapters i had missed - unreconciled reconciliation

so am moving forward.....

Not much effort this time

After having put myself thru lot of reading and stress to start writing and finally not doing any of it well, i am on it today with no great effort on my part.

Most part of the early morning i spent worrying about what i woud do if my maid didnt turn up! and looks like i had allowed my energy to travel - and she arrived late - so this is what it is negative thougts do travel - the lesson for tomorrow - forget about the maid - be ur own master.

and yes - i spent some time at the beauty parlour camoflauging si(g)ns of aging - finally convinced asha to get her hair cut - just too unmanageable for early morning activity - looks good and i have officially saved 10 minutes of time for some other things that stare at you face - last minute ironing, last minute homework, last minute menu change...

Now will be reading for the next hour or so........

Here i am after reading thru Kalil Gibran, going thru my favourite books - i needed a good opening line - i am going to be blogging after all, the world is going to be watching me ......

then it struck me this is my space, i can say all that i want they way i want without Gibrans help.

All i am going to be writing about is about straight from my heart thru my mind.

so here i am,